Was a brief dinner then went home.
Actually i had wanted to mention in yesterday's post but i found it pointless...but i guess yeah i should. My grandma passed away in my uncles car yesterday. Presumed to be at 7 18. Was sending her to the hospital. Uncle thought she fell asleep on the car, when they reached the hospital realised they couldn't wake her up.
She passed away at the age of 82. It was only last month when we celebrated her birthday and it's only one month away to celebrate mother's day. My mom was devastated, had to look after her. Her eyes were still red this morning. She cried all night.
I wasn't close to her but still i liked her. Even when she was inconvenient in moving around she still made an effort to give us drinks and food and talked to us. She had always treated us very nice and with care. In fact i didn't feel anything yesterday as it still seemed too sudden but today..whole day during work i felt heavy hearted..
She has to dissected tmrw as she did not pass away in the hospital and has to be treated as an unnatural death. Relatives against the idea but there's nothing they can do as it's part of the norm. Will have to go down to teban tmrw before work to offer my incense and respects to her.
On saturday and sunday took leave with boss to attend her funeral. I don't how i will respond when i see my grandma being cremated. Im pretty sure all my 10 uncles and aunties will definitely cry. They loved her very much. I have to be calm and take care of my mom cause i know she's emotionally unstable right now. Ill do what i can.
This was take few years back at my house and this is only like 1/3 of everyone. She had so many filial children that loved her so. I hope she will leave in peace. I'll miss her.
Tmrw only Shuhui and me working. Blood donation exercise nearby. I think we'd be going.
11:31 PM
