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Can't update.

Hey people.Sorry for not able to update for the past 1 week.
But i'm not feeling very well recently.Something's wrong with my body.

I keep having nosebleeds,then i keep having the taste of blood in my mouth,i was totally freaked out when i vomitted blood.It was like sticky sticky but it was all red.
Then my pee is also red.So freaky.I'm scared too,but there's nothing that i can do about it.

It was around 12 30 last night when suddenly my sides and abdomen began to hurt like hell.It felt as if something was tugging inside.It was so painful i was on the ground holding onto my stomach.Mom and Dad was freaked out.Brought me to a doc.Was 2 30 am in the morning.

The doctor took my pulse and everything.Even a urine test lol.There was nothing wrong with my kidneys.Then he checked this and that over and over again.
Then he said that he did not know what was wrong with me.He wrote a letter for referal to A&E for an x-ray and a full body check-up.

Gave me 6days of MC and heavy doses of painkillers which i've just eaten and a yellow liquid to help clear the intestines of clotting i think.I'm such a bloody mess literally.I won't skip school,exams are too near.Can't afford it.

Yenqin said"Omg,you must be having you period!!"
Well i actually thought it was quite funny.
Jokes from the gallows.

Feeling kinda weak,might be caused by too much blood being lost or whatever.
Maybe a ruptured liver or stomach or a hole in the intestine,who knows.Maybe i'm dying.
Have to carry the A&E letter all around the place in case something happens to me when im outside.

I hope that i'll be fine though.Scared too.But life must go on till i breathe my last.
Well then.This short post is just to say.I won't be updating till i get better cause i really don't have much of any mood.

I want to hop and jump around again.Ain't gonna fall that easily.
See you guys.

10:12 PM

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